This Novice Heart

My heart waits

To know you

Patience a gift

Is hard to receive

Shine truth in this

I’m unsure

This novice

Waits

Perhaps this will happen

Take it day by day

Comforting confusion

Safe within

Waits

I dare not speak

Certainty is false

Apart from You

Excitement tingles

Get up and move

Numbness brings paranoia

Not wanted

Reliance on You

Focus in

In Your hands I place

Everything

Assumptions fade

Distractions depart

Feeling overtakes my heart