Second thoughts??

Second thoughts are flooding my head right now. This week has been filled with second guesses on my decision to move to the Seattle area to find a job. I thought I had made a solid decision, but now I’m just not sure where to go next. With graduation coming up, I am going to have to act fast.

It takes so much for me to remain sane during my job search. I have not had any offers of even interviews and it becomes discouraging. The main job I had my eye on has not called and interviews start on Monday. I keep reminding myself of the Lord’s sovereignty and His faithfulness to provide for His children. I’m so glad that I am not stressing about it and He has given me much needed peace. The Lord is so faithful!

He will provide a job opening, and I know He is using this time to strengthen my faith and refine me. But my sinful nature is aching to go crazy. To start pacing around in an anxious frenzy and just go crazy. Thankfully for me and my roommate, the Lord does give peace because five years ago, I’m sure I would be doing just that.

So if anyone is out there, actually reading this, please pray for me. I just need a job so I can pay all of my bills, but even more so, I would like a job in my field (Human Services). Bills are important, but I want to help people and use the gifts the Lord has given me in my job so that I may serve Him.

Thanks…until next time…